I just start my school and I felt everything is upside down.
It just one week of schooling and I had meet so many people that make me disappointed. Huh. Bo Mood arh see dao them. The person that I once put so much hope, so much trust and now, it's nothing left.
The first day of school is the worst day ever. I thought it would be a happy one for me, for all of my beloved friends. But, things always does not goes as we want.
You all, do something that never thought of our feeling, our seniors feeling. You said you don't want to be blind for what we do, but now you are back stabbed us for not informing us on what you goona do. But fortunately, you bocor your own acts in front of me and I had spread the news and some of us had prepared for it. But the outcome had not as we expected. You change everything you wants. But luckily, we had our men to stand for us. Things does not goes as what you guys wants huh?! At least I'm grateful for that. At least we still manage to fight for our senior.
It had been our tradition and you are going to break our tradition? And by using our principal name, you use you power wrongly and thus, make us angry, sad, disappointed, disrespect and we will never give up for fighting for what we should have. It's not we want to disrespect you but you did not respect us too. You start this first and don't think we are just going to face down and follow all your instructions.
Fight for solution rather than arguing behind. Solutions is coming up next, you just wait for it. That time, don't spread the rumours saying that we back stabbed you la, disrespect you lar and any other bull shit. We will settle this as soon as possible.
Disappointment is muchly on you.
Going to print out this post again? give it to mr. cheong? Do it then. Let this matter be big and tell the whole world what's you are doing. Anyway, I don't cause harm to me as my record had been bad since last year and I don't even give a bull sh*t on it. I have the right to post anything I love. There's many people are pointing their fingers on you, so you going to catch them all? Too free huh. I'm sick of you all, this kind of t.......
"All we know that school is the place for students to study. To learn everything. Other than academic, we learn to build up our leadership, cooperation, teamwork, communication and so on. We have been trained by senior no matter in management or FA or marching. We also joined many activities in order to get the experiences. We use those experiences to organise a better activities and we wanted to apply all those things that we had learnt throughout this three years. Please don't look down on us and trust that we also can do. Not just trust someone who you are good with but she had no experiences at all. Change things on her own and make us in a mess? NO! we are not going to let this going to happen. School suppose to be a place for us to perform and sharpen our skill, but now, the chance had been take away by SOMEONE. School are no more our place to perform our skills. We are all humans. We all have patience but it's limit. We still manage to give you all a smile not because we admit that what you do is right. You are wrong and we don't agreed with what you do. We smile because we still have the respect towards you all and we just want to settle things easier. We have limits and don't make us turn your world upside down."
That's what I post in fb. That's represent what my own opinions.
Other than that, some peoples, just meet few hours ago, had made me and my friends disappointed a lots. I put no more hope on you guys. Friends, I donno. I'm speechless with what had happened. Are you all still the one that I knew...
Is it that this worlds' people are fighting for post? Just because of post and live your life in such a bullshit condition? I admit that when I'm form 1, I cared about post so much that I put so many hard works to get it. But things doesn't goes as I want. But after all, I learnt to put down everything. Now, I don't need those post as I'm more clear with what I want. I'm regret for chasing post so much and make my life a bad one.
You all know what I'm chasing for now? It's just a very simple things. I just want a long lasting friendship. A real friendship. Not a two-face friends. Other than that, I wants knowledge, experiences. Indeed, you guys had gave me see how human change so fast. This is also one of my valuable experiences for me.
Friends gave me so much experiences and knowledges from the point of how human are, no matter bad or good friends. We are once friends, I'll still help anyone who ever gave me such a beautiful memories. I choose to be a good friend from now on as I dislike bad friends. So, I myself, will be a good friends. Of course, I still hope bad ones can turn good again.
Conclusion, this week are full of disappointment. I won't wished for a better week next week or the following week, I will just hope that I can still control my emotion in front of those who had make me very disappointed.
